Emotional about pregnancy ending

This is our rainbow baby, we wouldn't be pregnant without help of doctors so we are incredibly lucky to be where we are now. The first 24 weeks were terrifying about it something went wrong, it would add another loss to the cards but it didn't!! So after 24 weeks I tried to enjoy pregnancy as much as I could but to be honest I hated it. I have constantly been sick, sore, unable to leave the house most of the time. I felt quite guilty for hating it. I'm now 35 weeks and I'm looking back at how maybe I didn't hate it as much as I thought, I'm starting to feel really emotional it's nearly over. I'm sooo excited to meet this little ball of joy but part of me isn't ready to let go of the best feeling of carrying and growing this little miracle. I've appreciated and loved my body more than I ever have and I just can't get my head around what it's capable off. So many women say they feel lonely during pregnancy but it's been the complete opposite for me, I've been amazed I have a little best friend with me all the time. I'm so sore and uncomfortable but so ready for baby to be here but I really don't think I'm ready to part with carrying my little miracle.
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Loved reading this ❤️ I'm having my rainbow baby in November too and have felt ALL the emotions. As soon as your little one is here you will won't miss pregnancy, as your baby will be in your arms finally after all you have been through 💓 our little miracles! Hope everything goes well for you lovely Xx

I feel similar and feel like I will miss being pregnant and carrying about this little ball of love. However, I keep reminding myself that the best is yet to come 💛💛

This is also my rainbow baby and I feel similar. I keep thinking how much I’m going to miss having him with me all the time. After such a traumatic loss last time and the anxiety from this pregnancy, I’m not sure I’ll ever go through this again, so trying to soak up all the little moments I can ♥️

I feel exactly the same. I lost a baby last year at 20 weeks. Im so scared about giving birth but also so excited to meet my beautiful boy thats been kicking me every day. I feel like im going to miss being pregant and going to find it strange. Ive been so anxious waiting every day for him to kick so i know hes okay and knowing i wont be feeling that and looking at him next to me seems so sureal, so excited though.. weve got this 💙❤️

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