Thank you. It just sucks. I feel like I’m in highschool again rethinking everything I said or did. Thinking the worst of myself. I hate that I do that to myself. I was married for almost ten years. Then I was single for two years after my divorce. Didn’t date just worked on myself. I forgot what this feeling felt like. My divorce was welcomed not cried over. I haven’t cried over a man in over 12 years.
I relate to that. It takes alot to put yourself out there, and to trust someone. The right person will come along though. As much as it may not seem like it for a time they will
There is so much going on in the world but your feelings are valid too! It’s not easy living in a late staged capitalist hellscape
I totally understand that feeling. There’s so much going on. If you wanna talk I’m here