@Ash appreciate this 💘
It will take time to get over him. Just try and focus on the real him and him not being there for u. You are better off without and this will make u stronger.
I feel for you so hard. I really do because I was madly in love with a fuckboi like this. Getting over him will be hard but it will be worth it. It will be hard because he will never hurt the way you do. But he will also never love as fiercely as you do. For if one can hurt with such emotional agony, one can also rejoice with an abundance of delight. And so I offer you a visualization exercise: imagine him saying those words not to you, but to the child that could have been. The small, perfect little person who deserves nothing but warmth and safety. How dare anyone reject an innocent child like that? And yet he did. A person as callous as that does not deserve the single quark of your energy.
What an awful thing to go through. My advice is think of this as a lucky escape, he is a nasty piece of work. When you're older and you're in a loving relationship you'll look back and think wtf! Trust me! Xx
I love you girls... you've lifted me up in a dark place. X
Maybe don’t say “what’s wrong with me.” Change your wording. It happens we all fall in love, sometimes to the wrong person. I say you sit down with yourself. Prioritize yourself and ask yourself “is this what I deserve for the rest of my life.” If you find yourself saying no, then know it your body, mind, and soul that there’s better for you.