Hi hon. I'm so sorry to hear this. Firstly, I am a therapist. I do hypnotherapy and psychotherapy.. You don't need to be scared of talking therapy. It is really to help you talk through things and the therapist will guide you to think about things differently, do things differently and help you process loss and fear and worry. However, if that is still not right for you, then hypnotherapy is amazing. You don't need to talk much and the therapist will guide your subconscious mind to make the deep seated changes. I personally love hypnotherapy much more than talking therapy. Talking therapy only works with the conscious mind, but hypnotherapy works on a much deeper level with the subconscious mind Personally, all my sessions are done online and I work with people all Iver the world. I also do a free consultation so if you wanted to jump on a call with me and discuss, I'd be happy to do so.
If you feel we are a right fit, then perhaps I can help you overcome your worries and fears and teach you have to think in a different way and overall just feel better and go out again. If you're keen, then feel free to DM me. I wish you all the best but please don't be scared of any therapy. It is all to help you. Rewindyourmind.co.uk
I feel you on this. It is trauma too from being let down by those who you've always been there for. I'm here if you want to message