If you're worried about being a bad parent then you're not one. I think alot of people have felt the way you're feeling at some point. Its really hard work, especially if you're doing it on your own, but you definitely are not alone! Please speak to someone, there's help out there. Where are you based? x
Like it has been said, the fact that you are worried about being a good parent and you try hard means you’re an amazing mum. We all feel that way sometimes. I sometimes wonder why I had children and miss my old life even though I love my kids. It’s totally normal. If you want to talk privately message me ♥️
I never used to believe people when they said being a parent was the hardest job in the world but it’s true. Please please contact your GP or health visitor for support. Someone said to me when I was struggling, we all deserve to enjoy the time we have with our children especially when they’re small and there is help out there. I find the local children’s centre good for a chat and meeting other mums. Keep going, it will get easier!
Agree with @Emma until you have your own I never realy appreciated how hard it is! Its a rollercoaster for sure. First step - the fact that you're so hard on yourself shows you care. It's the toughest Job in the world especially if you don't have a support network.. As daunting as it is reach out to your GP, it took me a long time to admit I had really bad PPD and I was pushing through but my GP has been great and referred me to other services which have really helped. Sometimes PPD can make you be even more critical with yourself and it makes everything so overwhelming. Feel free to DM me if you want to chat x
8 months has been my hardest month yet
I’m sure you’re an amazing parent 🤍