What do you mean by toxic? In general, it sounds like it’s not a good situation. And I’m so unbelievably sorry for your loss.
Therapy! Please prioritize your mental health. It makes a world of a difference.
I think you both need therapy.
& if you feel it's best for you to walk away do that.
What do you mean by toxic? In general, it sounds like it’s not a good situation. And I’m so unbelievably sorry for your loss.