Those memories destroy me

I’m over my bd but I’m still not over being so deeply in love. I’ll be at work fine and randomly see or hear something and the memories come back and I’ll be holding back tears. Remembering being so happy, so at peace, so safe, so loved and now it’s gone. That feeling is like a drug and I’d do almost anything to get it back even though I don’t wanna be with him. I’m not even the same person I feel like I lost my innocence, my light. Everything is so dark now. I’m drinking every single day for months… I never had time to process the heartbreak cause I had my baby to worry about. I’ve been trynna convince myself I don’t care anymore but damn those memories hit me like a truck and I can’t even breathe or think straight. Can’t stop crying. I’ve never loved someone so much… Does it get better ladies my heart is aching 🥲

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Time heals all. Cherish the memories and good times, they served their purpose. You're on a different path now, the future has positive surprises in store for you! ♥️

Hey girl I completely understand this you’re not alone! If you use TikTok or Youtube search for videos on narcissists abuse to educate yourself on what abuse is from credible people it may help you on your healing journey god bless you and all the best on your future endeavours you’re very strong message me if you feel comfortable enough to always here if u need any support!

This is what grief feels like when you are going through the process. And it is a process. Some days will feel better than others, and it will take time to heal. Give yourself grace and find healthy coping strategies to keep you grounded. It definitely gets better. Just take it one day at a time. You got this 💪🏽

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