Missing joy !!

I need some motivation, girls... My little ones are 4 years old and 5 months, and I take care of them all day, every day. My husband works long hours, so we barely have even 10 minutes to talk to each other, and those moments are often interrupted by the kids. My younger one sleeps early, but my 4-year-old stays up late, almost until it's time for us to sleep. We're living in a new suburb, and the lack of in-person friends is really starting to get to me. While I have online friends and family to talk to, I really miss having face-to-face conversations with another adult. I also miss my alone time. I just don’t know how to balance everything. And the idea of going back to work is not there until the little one turns one.