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Hey girlies So I live in Essex and have a 18 month old little boy and an 8month old little girl I have just recently split up from my partner and I’m finding things really hard, I feel so isolated and alone , I don’t have many friends and always just find myself sitting at home watching the hours pass by I literally have no motivation and I don’t even know who I am anymore, I don’t get invited to go anywhere or do anything rarely with anybody any more it just seems like I was always the one arranging things and contacting others since I took a step back and basically looked at my life I made some changes but since I have it’s like no one gives a shite about me. I feel like I’m in a deep dark hole and don’t know how to pull myself out of it. Is anyone feeling the same? Anyone fancy a chat? Possible meet ups? Sorry for the long rant. Thank you for reading xx