Friendless mama

I feel so lonely since i moved out from home 6 years ago. I lost all my friends. My best friend was the only one who stuck by me unfortunately he died last august and now i feel lonely having no1 to talk too, i miss him so badly, i have a partner but its not the same there's certain things i cant talk to him about. I have 3 kids so getting out is a mission and i dont drive, ive been to baby groups around my area but the mums are so clicky and dont really wanna talk to me 😔 i just miss having friends and feel so worthless