Anyone ever notice distance between family once you get pregnant ? What once was a close relationship with mom or sister becomes a dry relationship. Barely checking in on you and when they do it’s very so often ? It doesn’t feel genuine.

I’m just sad that the relationships I once had are no longer . As a first time mom I feel so lonely. I try not to think about it but it bothers me so much . I cry about it all the time. When they do ask how I am , I give them the normal “I’m ok” knowing their absence hurts me. I was once pregnant and decided to not go through with the pregnancy for certain reasons. I felt more supported then than I do now at 6 months. When in communicate how I feel especially to my mother it’s always I’m being negative so now I keep quiet.