Where do I go

I have been going to this same church for 6 years. I went at first because they have a special needs ministry. And second was the music vibe. But I can't seem to connect with the other members. I don't feel a spark. The amount of churches that offer a real special needs ministry is minimal. I stay for my son. His guidance to Christ is important. We go to a non-denominational church and I would like to find another one. I would like to go for myself as well. I love everything but the loss of connection at my church. I love the sermons, music, special needs ministry and I was baptized there. I can't help but wonder if my spiritual growth is on pause. Any tips or advice?