Trying to not get excited as this happened randomly last month too

I’m day 39. I had an unusually long cycle last month (38 days) where I was usually 28-31 days regularly. Period last month was different so hoped it was my body getting rid of the pill after so long finally! I’ve had mild cramping a couple of times the last couple of days then it disappears, no spotting (I did last month). I’m going to test tomorrow morning as my cycle will be a day longer than last month but I can’t help but feel like it won’t ever happen for me and it’s my body tricking me! Am I going mad imagining this could be it?? Someone please talk some sense into me xx