Motherhood is sooo lonely. If you ever need someone to talk to or rant to you can message me!! Im a first time mom with a 7 month old and I cried a lot during the nights at first because I felt so alone even though my boyfriend was there and so supportive I still did all the work. It’s not easy, and you’re doing your best!! Try to talk to him about how you’re feeling I know it’s not easy but sometimes they just need to see it from your eyes even though they will never fully understand how you’re feeling and what you went through it’s worth a shot!
He's not being verbally supportive that's not helping but that aside the first 6 months of bringing a baby home is the hardest thing ever ever ever give yourself some credit plus if you can get baby to lie down or hang out without crying once a day for 15 minutes you do something for you that's fun have tea draw something etc. So you don't lose your love of yourself also baby wearing is life I recommend moms go walking with baby in a wrap every day baby won't fuss because babies love it outside and near mom's chest and mom will do better by getting out of the house and getting some sunshine 🌞 but Don't beat yourself up the infancy portion of parenting is the worst I promise at 6 months on it gets better
i had that feeling a week after i gave birth. my baby is 7 months now. i felt lonely until my baby turned 4 months. my family, my in law and especially my husband help me a lot. I have no issue at all. but there is just something inside that made me feel empty.