Hey I’ve got one and it’s long and full! Maybe as Zara said it’s the breastfeeding one?
It’s definitely the pregnancy one as it’s super long, just half empty 😅 but I reached out to BBHugme and they recommended these beads when I asked about refilling it myself. Exactly the same beads that they use, same quality, size etc ☺️ https://shop.uk.theraline.de/tl_uk/nachfullpackung-9-5-liter-perlen-neue-verpackung
I was considering doing this too but I think there are two sizes of pillows. Did you definitely get the full size pregnancy one or did you maybe end up with a breastfeeding one?