Mom guilt/shame
FTM, 33 weeks pregnant but the mom guilt/shame is already real.
All of my blood sugar numbers (fasting and after meals) have been great since being diagnosed. I have the most insane cravings for carbs and sweets right now though so hubby and I went out to dinner last night for our anniversary and I splurged a little bit on the carbs. I kind of figured since my numbers have been so great, maybe my body could handle a little more. NOPE! I was wrong. My test after one hour was 133, then I tested an hour later and it went up to 148!!! Then my fasting was 100 this morning 😭😭😭 I feel so so so guilty.💔
Do not feel bad, one bad day isn’t going to harm anything, my numbers have been so out of control and with insulin, but even with that my A1C number was the best my doctor has seen it so even with testing high my blood is saying a different story, don’t worry about taking sometime for yourself. Don’t ever feel guilty for that’ for me 100 fasting is actually great I can’t ever get below a 115. Sometimes out bodies do weird things but don’t shame your self for having one bad night!