Am I the only one

Do you hate when you express yourself and then someone try to play it or make it seem like it something else or your delusional especially when you try to express yourself and they just have “all the answers “ like I expressed that I’m overwhelmed with everything and how I feel and my bf tried to say I’m only saying something or expressing myself (especially to my brother) because I’m drunk but that’s not the case if I express myself to him it’s gonna be a joke or brushed off. My brother listened and tried to give advice but was awkward and my friends they try to help me but I don’t want to burden them it be a lot so I tried to talk to my bf since he complained about me not saying anything and wanting to help I voice it and it was brushed off in a way again(saying I’m loud or I’m drunk and didn’t want to talk about it before) asked him how should I dispute the food since he cook it and they didn’t have nothing to eat since they been home, it started an argument. It’s a lot and a lot to put in the chat I don’t want to overwhelm you guys but I’m really going thru it and don’t know how I should go about things