Moment of Weakness

I’m a cry baby mess. I’ve been sick for a few days. Tried my best not to get husband or baby sick. At home with a mask and washing hands and sanitizing like crazy. Baby is sounding nasally and I just don’t want to deal with a sick screaming baby. Feeling woe is me. Everything always feels so hard and I’m so tired. But I literally can do nothing but go on. Nothing ever feels like I’m taking care of a baby. I’m just doing stuff to prevent him from crying. Life is in between his cries. And I just hate it. Exhausted and drained. Just wanted to cry about it a bit. 😔