Bless you. There can be pressure on celebrations that we should feel happy and a certain way but sometimes that isn't life. Be kind to yourself. Maybe when the kids are in bed, have a nice pamper, hot bath or read a book whatever relaxes you. I hope your Mum gets better. You can always plan a late birthday celebration on another day xx
happy birthday! i’m here if you want to vent,, im sorry today isn’t what you hoped but at least your kids will thankyou for the sacrifice when their old enough to understand 💕
Give yourself grace! I’m so sorry your special day isn’t a good one. Try to pamper yourself in some way, and maybe celebrate some other day.
Well happy birthday. I’m sorry it’s difficult. You are doing amazing though, if you need a friend I’m here for you