Feeling guilty…

I took LO out to the soft play today and she was fine there had a good time etc, brought her home to sleep she had an hour and just had tantrums for the rest of the day so my patience has been massively tested and my parenting was either “no” or a raised voice with attempting to try and make her happy and then give up. I’m on my period and my periods are really shitty in terms of heavy and bad cramping so that’s not helped! But I’m looking at her on the monitor sleeping and feel really shitty it’s not how I want to parent 🥲