Depressed

I’m so depressed. I had my baby in December and because of complications from the c-section I still can barely walk, I can’t do anything on my own, lost all independence. I’ve been told it’s going to take months to improve. By this point I’ll have to go back to work. I’ve been robbed of the experience of being a new mum and will never get that time back. Every time I think about having to return to work I cry, because my maternity leave would have been spent unable to do anything. All I want is to be able to carry my baby, go for a walk just me and the baby, or even go for a drive. Everything is shit and this is all because of the emergency c section. I’m posting because there may be someone on here who understands what I’m going through