Battled with depression for a decade now.

I’ve never felt so depressed and defeated in my life. I have been battling depression for quite sometime now. I’ve never had a simple life. The past 2 years have been hard for me. I will be a new mom and I have nothing. I live alone. I have a job (thankfully) but I have no car, no friends or social life, no food, barely making ends meet and may face eviction. Not to mention I feel like I owe the world so much money I don’t have meaning I have the worst debt when it comes to my credit. Every week creditors want something from me and I just don’t have it. I moved to a different state for a better opportunity and have failed miserably and now I’m pregnant. The father can barely help me but does what he can for me not to mention he doubts my baby is his 😢 I was almost sex trafficked last year and now I’m thinking I should have just let them take me maybe I would’ve made money to pay my life expenses off.
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Sending so much love !!! Keep fighting love ! I wish I had a Miracle cure to send you but the fact you are still trying and reaching out for help is the miracle in itself . You made the right choice to try to find a new way out and try as hard as you can to handle what you need to do. Just remember most people nowadays owes the world some money somewhere so don’t let that beat you down . Avoid them as much as you can until you can do better just try to handle what you need to handle for the health and safety of you and your baby. Look into government assistance and programs. Just google whatever resources you might be looking for and see what is available and out there. I know it isn’t easy but my heart broke to read your post and I wish I could give you the biggest hug because I can tell you’re fighting as hard as you can while still staying positive , so it shows you haven’t given up which is always great! I know you might want to give up and give in but just know you can do this.

If I can think of any programs or assistance I will happily send them to you . I am also doing this mom journey alone and I have bill after bill coming my way , I can’t drive right now dealing with legal troubles and I’m stuck at home with my parents who are supportive but I can tell it’s weighing them down which causes friction and I’m at a crossroad at this point of trying to figure it out. I’m also being assisted by the government and I’ll be the one to say that it isn’t easy dealing with the boundaries of keeping the assistance but I had to chose to fight one battle at a time and the health and wellness of me and my baby was top of the list.

Hi mama 🤍 Sending you so much love. You are doing the best you can despite the circumstances. Please don’t give up, you have made it this far. When I was down, trusting that God has good plans for my life and that he loves helped me get back on track. You can try that too. If you need to seek professional help please do. Know that you are not alone. Praying for you!

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