Still find it hard
16 months old and my god I love this little boy more than life itself but I find this mum life so hard! And then feel incredibly guilty for finding it hard! I think I get the guilt pretty bad as it wasn’t an easy journey to get this little one.
Anyone else still feel like they’re muddling through, not really knowing if they’re ever doing the right thing, finding it tiring and hard, looking a mess, house a mess, not fully feeling themselves 16 months in, and feeling guilty for it?
currently locked myself in the bathroom to have a breather and feel bad and guilty..he is on the hallway shouting mamama..😔 I feel quilty bcse i always seem to complain how tired i am..how messy i look..how much patience and energy i need and looks like sometimes i just don’t have it anymore..always wondering what i am doing wrong in terms of food , sleep multiple wakes etc..i totally understand you and i am sure this will be a phase and will get trough 🙏 Sending you hugs and love