Is there a midwife text line out there?

Hey I’ve not had my first appointment with the midwife yet, I’m 7 weeks But I’m really struggling with my mental health and I keep finding myself extremely stressed out, especially with my other three children I’m not telling anyone that I’m pregnant, not yet. There’s absolutely no changing my mind on this because my family and his family are both so damn judgmental, I feel sick and I’m tired and I can’t be bothered to deal with it right now I was wondering if anyone knows, is there a text line I can use to talk to midwives? I’d rather not ring anyone as I don’t want to break down on the phone, I just need someone to chat to and someone to help me to get some answers