The fait line has arrived!

I got the faint line 9dpo and again today 10dpo and somehow im so nervous, im a single mum to a 14 month old whos a donor baby and this will be my 2nd donor baby and im scared that im not guna manage or its a bad decision but i always wanted 2 and i didnt want my LG to be an only child, i guess its scary cos its really happening now, anyone else having these feelings?