I really hope you find the strength to talk about it and get the much needed support you need. I am a domestic abuse survivor and going through the same thing whilst I have my son again so I'm in the midst of making a plan to leave because I'm getting suicidal thoughts
If you need any more words of advice or someone to vent to as that's just as important I'm here ❤️
I was in an abusive relationship with my daughter's father as well while I was pregnant. I was living with him until I broke up with him around 30 weeks pregnant. Things haven't gotten any better between us. We just don't fight since we don't live together and I'm too exhausted to try to get my point across with him anymore. Feel free to message me if you need to vent or relate to someone.
I was in same position and I stayed but only for 5 months after son was born. It didn't get any better, it got worse . He still tries now but I have blocked him
I'm in a similar situation hun and I'm so sorry to hear this it breaks my heart whenever I see or hear people going through this. We already have enough on our back coping with life and a child the least we need is understanding, love and support a big virtual hug from me!! I think you need to ring womens aid (UK) not sure if your in the UK or not and they'll give you as much support and advice that you need because abuse in any form is wrong eps when you are carrying that man's child what a vile man!