VENT: (no advice needed) I’m so not proud of how I’ve been today.
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@Nicole I just know my son deserves so much better than I’m capable of being sometimes. And I hate it. And I dunno what to do. When I try to take supplements and meds like doctors say, they start working but my schedule gets entirely fucked with because I have a toddler who’s growing and changing everyday, so like they aren’t actually helpful anymore it’s just causing more tiredness and more issues Sorry I guess the vent is wasn’t done Hahahaha i do appreciate knowing I’m not alone 🫶🏼🫂
Please message me you have no clue how much I understand the mom guilt is real and it’s unbareable sometimes
Please don’t be so hard on your self this is not easy
You’re not alone, I cry all the time because I feel like my son deserves better and that I don’t deserve to be a mom. My mom used to “rage” when I was a little girl and I still remember when she would snap. Acknowledging the problem is the first step, you know it’s not right and you’re working on it. We’re human, not robots so we have feelings and we get stressed/over stimulated. We just gotta learn how to cope with it in a healthy way. I tried taking medication and i just constantly felt like I was in a haze so I decided it would be best to seek therapy or just deal with it in a healthier way. It’s a work in progress but I’m trying.
(286. (God) Allah burdens no soul beyond its capacity) Its a part of a verse from chapter 2 in the quran we read it daily to avoid this feeling Wish you the best
Tomorrow is another day. Keep looking forward and you will see improvements over time:)
Give yourself grace mama. This is HARD!! That you care and are worried means you’re doing better already. Having a rough day over here too so even though it may not be the same, I get it. Overstimulated and overwhelmed and snapping at my oldest and partner and so much crying and rocking I’m tapped out! Hang in there, we can do this one minute at a time (telling myself too) ❤️