I'm so pissed off . I want these people gone for good

I'm literally so pissed off Why am I loosing sleep and angry because of these horrible toxic people I've never been one to wish bad on anyone but I would love these people to ether die or just fuck off where I could never find them or they find me I want them dead to me. My ex-boyfriend's mother honestly hit the nail on the head for me How the fuck is this women telling me my attitude isn't correct lately and this is why she doesn't like me at the moment. I'm English and English people must do things differently from how people in my country do things and it's wrong what I have done , It is not correct because women in my culture don't do this ,i took the baby away from her son because I was unhappy being with her son and I'm unhappy with my life with her son because of the dog and other things ect ect all I do is complain to social services about her son . clearly i don't want her son I need to leave him alone or make a decision if I want to be with him or not as I have a child now and the baby is the most important but by the end of the conversation say give it another go with my son for the sake of the baby . But I need to make a decision and stick to it because I've been like this for 7 years now......... Let me just start off with ! Your son beat the shit out of me my whole pregnancy!!!! While you all watched and didn't do a dam thing apart from pull him off me a few times and tell him calm down . He gave me a back eye then bought a dog and said our family is complete so no I hate the fucking dog and wanted the dog gone I was 7 months pregnant i cant be looking after no XLbully . He kicked the shit out of me to the point his brother had to dragg him off me when I was 6 months pregnant . I had to constantly go get the antid injection because your son is aggressive and violent then when I said I'm done and don't show up for a week or so then somehow your abusive son convinced me to come back your turn round and tell me I need to make up my mind if I wonna be with him or not I'm pregnant and i should stay with the baby father or not of had the baby at all and Me going back home to my mother's house for a week is too long because she will know something is up in the relationship. But when I say your son is aggressive she says I don't understand why he is aggressive but once the baby is born he won't be anymore . How could this woman then turn round and tell me I took her son's baby away from him . Because I finally told social services the truth about how abusive and aggressive your son is. How could you then tell me I'm a devil because the baby doesn't have his surname. I said wait he was invited to go to the registration office I even sent you (mother) the date and time and he didn't show up . She said I shouldn't have gone and rebooked it . But I rebooked the appointment 3 times before that !!!!!!! So I should have gotten a fine from the government because I was so late registering my baby because your son wanted to have an argument with me every time because I refused to let him name our son the name he wanted !!! . Like is this women okay .... Then she like why is social services still so involved for so long. When her other son's case was closed after three months and his girlfriend got rid of them quickly. I said to her because I told them the fucking truth your son hit me while I was pregnant Then this women said but that got nothing to do with the baby he didn't hurt the baby so he should be able to see his son!!!! I literally from that sentence said to myself these people are fucking ridiculous and I'm going to cut them off. I was pregnant being abused and hurt physically how could you say he didn't hurt the baby when I literally was being kicked punched strangled hair pulled and thrown about. How could she say he didn't hurt the baby please What ever I was feeling the baby felt like I had to get the anti d Injection literally twice a month or once if I was lucky how the fuck is this women cable of saying this. Then to say it's wrong the baby doesn't have his last name it's wrong I need to change that because why is he bothering to see his son and work with social services if his son doesn't even have his surname name or he have any perrental rights. She was like my husband wouldn't have done this he would have gotten a lawyer I want to get my son a lawyer ..... My son has to much patience to tolerate this way to much . Is this women serious like your son done wrong and I told the truth yess I was unhappy with your son and fed up of being his punching bag so yess I told the truth . Why can't these people see he is abusive??? I'm at the point I want to block them all and legit move country so they never find me or my baby . I don't care if it is his son he's done nothing for him . When I was pregnant he wasn't there for me I done the whole pregnancy alone he was only there for the birth . He bought nothing when the baby was arriving he has only given me 95 pounds towards his milk that's it. So no fuck you and your son I'm happy my son has my last name Am I crazy or something or do I have every right to be beyond annoyed at this woman like your son could have literally killed me but I'm in the wrong for telling the truth .