I don’t know how this happened..
I currently live with my BD but we aren’t together. He’s made it very clear that we are not together and does not plan on being with me. We’ve been constantly fighting for the past weeks and had this weird tension between use weeks gone by and we’re finally at peace with each other where we can actually talk like civic people. It’s been sooooooo long since we last had sex and I never wanted to to anything sexual with him just bc the way things are between us and especially how he is as a person. But… somehow we had sex last night. Tbh I don’t even know how this started bc it was in the middle of the night. now I feel terrible for allowing it to happen bc it feels like I’m being used. I know he dosent want me and we have such a terrible relationship. Now I don’t even want to sleep in the same room as him just to prevent this from happening again.
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@Marcie honestly we are on the same boat. We decided to only do it for our daughter but it feels like I’m bringing used bc I know he dosent want to be with me or live with me but still wants to do sexual things with me.
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I feel stuck sometimes but I just need to get a better paying job then I could be on my own with my kids
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My baby daddy and I been living together for 3 years but we together but not together 🤷. We have a weird relationship. I can't afford a place on my own so we just make it work. My other two friends are in the same situation as me also. Living in AZ is hard and I have no family here. They are all in Louisiana. We mostly have good days and maybe one day we will be fully committed to one another again. Some days we sleep in same bed sometimes we don't and we are sexual active with one another but not as much as we used to be